Cuckold Diaries #13 - Part 1

My friend and I witnessed my spouse engaging in intimate activities with another man for her pleasure. This experience has evolved from her entertaining various partners before, which I would observe, resulting sometimes in enjoyment, yet often times surreptitiously subjected me to humiliation. Interestingly, my wife now prefers I have a companion watch alongside me for her gratification.
While occasionally satisfying to observe her in such situations, there are instances when she showcases a blatant disinterest in me, disregarding my presence as she indulges in misrepresented undertakings. As a result, I refrain from seeking the opinion of acquaintances, leaving me in a perplexing and somewhat compromising position as an individual complicit in acts shaped by elements of sexual masochism and inadequacy.