Dear Brother In Law

The situation that occurred recently is something we cannot repeat. It has the potential to wreck everything. I fear I won't be capable of preventing a repeat.
I'm not suggesting you caused this. I might unintentionally tease you from time to time though. When I walked down the hallway after my shower with only a towel on, knowing you were imagining me stripped.
On your part, you also provoked me. The bold, wafting scent of your cologne filling the hallway or those intense gazes during dull family dinners, as though you harbored desires to stealthily drag me to the guest bathroom and make passionate love until we collapse, to seamlessly return for post-dinner conversation like nothing had happened. This summer, we'll be the guests.
I want the desire that resonates in your eyes during our eye locks. This time around, however, we must tread cautiously. I harbor hesitation about how it would unfold.
please, I implore you, do not pursue me during my nighttime distress episodes, which are frequent in the summer. Round about midnight. When everyone is fast asleep in the kitchen.